Maybe with methamphetamine or speed I might find again the will to live

You're the best poster of this site

The Buddhadharma and the woman I love help me find the strength for sobriety

You get tired of it eventually. There comes a point when you just wish you could bored and sleep again.

Thanks but I eventually want to live this site for all eternity

That's why you have a handful of benzos and antipsychotics in hand

woman I love

Stop the larp mate
I mean does she love you back?

Just get an adderal prescription if you need an upper bro.
Meth has never helped a single soul.

And get off pregabalin

I don't think Adderall is that easy to get prescribed her for other reason other than ADHD

And there must be a shortage of Adderall/concerta currently from what a friend told me

Speed amphetamine is just out there for cheap and can be taken orally as well so not a big difference other than it being cut and not knowing how cut it is unless you purify it

And yeah I should get off pregabalin or at least try to take a break

maybe

Are you Yasmin?

i got perscribed 10 mg addy and it did nothing and they upped it to 15 mg and still nothing what the fuck does this mean iyc

I don't know I've not messed with uppers almost at all and probably for the worst, I don't mean messing with meth but at least with amphetamines more to get shit done, haven't you talked with the doctor?

that’s probably because those are pretty low starter doses I think. They were for me anyway.

I take 30mg and im 5”3.

Are you a male or female?

Dude.. please don’t start taking meth.

You have an extremely addictive personality and you will not come back from a meth addiction.

Drink a ton of coffee, that will give you a boost.

I am female

Hell even cocaine is better than meth. Become a cokehead if you must over meth, Jesus Christ.

la canadian negra...
every doctor seems to doubt i have ADHD they keep trying to give me antidepressants id rather be high than on SSRIs thougheverbeitfully

Maybe ask about Wellbutrin. It has a stimulant effect and it helps with some adhd symptoms.

Hellooo???

they started me out on that and it didnt work. should i start taking two 10 mg pills at a time just to see what happens

By "speed" I mean amphetamines, in Europe speed means amphetamines and not methamphetamine like in North America

That's true I will probably ask to start wellbutrin again when I visit a psychiatrist soon, I should have not gotten switched to fucking zoloft which just sucked and did nothing for me other than making me gain the weight I've lost

Holy fucking gem

Fuck life is boring sober.

Lmao doctors here really suck, it's probably not even close compared to there, I guess I will have to see even more doctors in the future to get a fucking autism or schizoid diagnosis, these bastards just seem not be very very fond of giving proper and accurate diagnoses for some reason

What's the time?

Why aren't you sleeping?

Robert de poser.

I mean as long as you don’t mind being short a few days then why not?

It took me some time to realize you are writing fuck, life is boring sober

In a few mins I will probably, hbu?

Did you give the Wellbutrin a good try? It takes awhile to build up in your system.

My friend who is on 10mg concerta and there's a shortage of it for some months now doesn't seem to care that much about it being in shortage, amphetamines probably don't have that bad or generally noticeable withdrawals unless you abuse them really bad

This is very Anglo, bare with me.

Kiss me?

Same I will sleep soon, I've completely messed up my body clock, I sleep at 6-7 and wake up at 2-3pm, fuck seroquel, I just don't feel like waking up in the morning because I got absolutely fucking nothing to do anyway

Do I look like Booth?

Are you that supposed anglo living in Egypt or what?

You are not on the right path. Just saying. Right??

Do you mind answering a few questions Egyptian anon?

No no, I have an Egyptian ID.

Sure.

Are you talking about me?

No I am definitely not, I am a mess
You?

I see

Okay,

Do you take any drugs and are you high?
Are you trying to learn English?
Are you just looking for engagement of any kind?
Are you a bot?
Are you ok?

Yeah.

im kinda scared of getting addicted THOUGH... but i mean, you can't go from no-selling 15 mg to getting hooked on 20 mg can you?

and about the Wellbutrin, I tried it two separate times, BUT,,, i'm kinda dogshit about staying consistent with it. i had some hiccups here or there. but i think total i was taking it for half a year? wtf? and nothing

i just wanna be able to not fail my classes.... i used to be le smart kid... why did i turn retarded at age 20 bros... it's not fair

yeah i hope i dont end up abusing them, im really afraid of that but even more im afraid of wasting my life like this

I was talking to the American but I bet it would be good for you too.

Zoloft plus pregabalin seems like a bad combo but I’m not a psychiatrist

Tell me.

I tried wellbutrin last year for around 3 months, 2 of them 150mg and 1 300mg, it was definitely better than stupid zoloft and fucking concerta which I took just once at 60mg because the side effects were just too extreme and it felt like I would have a psychotic episode at any moment

I will definitely ask to try wellbutrin again

I mean.. if the concerta felt like too much than any amphetamine is probably going to be too much as well. Concerta is just Ritalin.