Too depressed to make eggs. Will destroy myself with red bulls and cake

Fakecel spotted
I took blood tests, they are horrible, I posted them. Estradiol is 40+, gg
I already did and you've missed it
I'm an outcast in Ukraine. And I would be an outcast in every part of the world. Noone like me. Loneliness of the mind and soul.

Listening to Spanish music.

Estradiol is 40+, gg

Google says it's alright.

At least you fly cool drones nigga

Fakecel

I'm 25 yo and I haven't even kissed a woman
others are married with kids at my age

nigga your country is being fucking invaded for the last years and you're moping about women?

I have not slept in 24 hours but I’ll date you. My nature isn’t evil it’s just a bit manic but im a great girlfriend.

Does that happen a lot in Germany? 25 seems so young to get married and have kids

I already did

I'll take your word for it. Good man.

It's normal fir subhumans. From my birth I always was a superiour man. And now I am average scum like all. I can't live with such beya hormones. It's what women did to be and now my biochemistry gave me lots of estrogen.
Yeah, that's really cool. Only thing that helps me carry the cross

Germany has low birthrates and very old demographics, but we're also a country of 83 million, there's plenty of couples with kids at that age, and not even just immigrants, sure.

Yes.
I'm 26 and never sexed. No offence but it seems like you yourself was created for nothing because you don't hurt and feel bitter.
I don't need you lol. There was only one girl I ever loved. We should be together, with family and kids.
I can get pussy any moment. But I am repulsed by that idea. I am repulsed by women and how you work. You are disgusting and soulless creatures. Animals. Worse.
I am not a good man. Or am I. I don know. And maybe even don't care. I think I am above good and evel at this point, I just want the pain to stop

Don’t insult animals

You are disgusting and soulless creatures. Animals. Worse.

Based

women made me not brush my teeth

Yes?
It all starts from women dealing terrible damage to me and destroying me as a human -> I can't function normally and even daily routines like brushing teeth are extremely hard to do.

Why do you give a fuck about these subhumans. I agree that women are dogshit but destroying your life because of them is a cuck act that Slavic boomers and Gen X used to do

мoя дeвyшкa мeня бpocилa - я пoйдy бyхaть a пoтoм cyйцид

Weak.

Moжe дocить їбaшити eнepгeтики i чac вiдвiдaти cтoмaтoлoгiю? A щe кpaщe пepecтaти кpoїти ceбe чepeз жiнoк i cпpoбyвaти iнший пiдхiд?

Fucking slavs need to learn to think instead of just mopecoring through life on nihilism, vodka and pretentious references to similarly mopey Russian philosophers who ask very little that they don't immediately answer with "all is lost"
Literally all you have to do is stop doing gay retarded shit, go be orthodox or whatever, it would be a vast improvement over "I...don't see what it's all about....thus, billions must once again die....because someone was rich near me...."

damn

If there's no love in the world then I just don't want to live and see no light in this world

dick pic status?

because someone was rich near me

I don't care about money you dirty capitalistic pig
Take all the money, I don't care
I see no light at all

muh just touch grass bro oppose nihilism

Anglo poison

I wanna see how broken the teeth are

Nigga, you're a retard who has never seen real life.

ofc I'm hurt and bitter, but what's the point of rage? I'm not owed anything, it's just how life is. Just like how a kid dies of cancer or an animal is killed by a predator in the wild. It sucks, but it's no reason for rage.

Don't blame the other gender for what's clearly a lot of self-hate.

As someone who was in a similar position not too long ago, I can tell you're the kind of person who probably either cares too much about everyone else at the cost of caring about yourself, or something big happened that you feel like you can't share with anyone else, even us.

You need to start loving yourself, and stop projecting it onto people that have nothing to do with it.

Your mother and grandmother may not have been that good a people, but that doesn't make everyone exactly like them. The same way not all Russians are trigger happy maniacs, and are just as trapped in their situation as you probably were.

Take my advice, and just start doing whatever makes you happy. No matter how stupid, demeaning or disowning it is.

If the whole world starts hating you for it, just stop giving a fuck what other assholes think. And think of yourself more for once in your life.
Because you do matter, no matter how much they gaslight you into thinking otherwise.

But that's just me...

You need to start loving yourself

I tried. I just can't. The pain beats all the tries to "love myself".

and just start doing whatever makes you happy.

I only feel better when fly drones, that's it. And I am going insane without the work.

Almost every human interaction is a pain for me. One russian subhuman made a masterpiece song "man without skin" youtu.be/e_fmi-Ww-3Q?si=Oh9k94rTR4_cHl3z

Anyway, pleasant words.

Just ordered.
I think it's too late nonetheless.

lol I also didn't brush my teeth for like 4 months or so. i know i should, but it feels useless to start now.

Are you on leave or why aren't you at the front then?

Just hop on SSRI for a while

I'll only take Adderall or Ritalin. Fuck SSRIs. I don't want to beba zombie. I want peace. Or emotions.
I am at a new brigade and the ecipage still isn't formed yet. Almost 2 months here without doing anything..

experiencing beautiful pure romance

lots of europeans sure do, with your women

your trying to make op rope lmao

I dont think this will help but one thing that helps me rationalise human nature is that none of the problems in your life were personal, you could have been born as a "predator" who is successful with women and socially successful or you could have been born "prey" who is rejected, it was completely random which you became, your worse enemy could have been born in your position and you could have been born in his position, it was just pure dumb luck that you were born where and when you were, which is the only fair way it could happen if you think about it.

hate is tiring anon, it will eat your soul, also try not get your death livestreamed for the world to see.

i don't see any problems with killing yourself if you can't take it anymore
nobody owes you their existence

do you train or something or just waste time eating eggs

I only fly in sims but that's a shitty training. Don't know what to do. Women rape my mind 24/7

Why don’t you fuck some hot Olena or Olya

You didn’t want pussy, you wanted meaning. You wanted to be chosen, seen, needed. And instead, you got ignored. You built a whole war out of a rejection wound. Your teeth are rotting out of your skull, and you're blaming that on women too. It's pure cope. A way to explain why you’ve given up without having to say you gave up. And now you sit in Ukraine,arguably one of the worst places on Earth right now to be a human being. ou're stewing in this mental swamp, looping “subhuman women” like a broken record, while your own country's on fire. You say you only feel better when flying drones? That's because when you fly, you're not you. You’re not the guy who never got held. Not the guy who hasn't brushed his teeth in months. You're a ghost with a trigger and purpose. But when it end, you're back. Back in your head. You keep posting about quitting, about being “torn apart,” like you’re some tragic antihero. You're not. You're just a guy who got hurt, never processed it, and now blames everyone except yourself. You want it to be their fault because the alternative is worse: that the world never owed you love.

we’re going to look back on inceldom like those dance fevers or whatever they’re called. ugly, socially stunted retards regularly get laid and reproduce, and they have been doing so for all of human history. it’s in your head. nothing has changed fundamentally.

Why would I? I don't care about them.
Yeah dude, sure it's not women's fault I didn't brush my teeth, sure.
It's not about pussy, it's about specific kind of pussy.

I don't know what will i do without your posts, please don't stop posting or i will kill myself

Please post your teeth

Reading such posts makes me wanna stop calling your people turkish rapebabies... but I still probably won't.. heh
I think it will be too ugly and sad for me so I won't. Also the tooth broke on 10%-20% or so, not fully.

have you 200'd any zegroes?

When you loot russian bodies look in their mouths so if they have golden teeth just pluck them out, try to collect like 28-30 you're gonna have such cool teeth