I miss her so much.
Do you also miss "her" in your country?
I miss her so much
I thought she would be my wife.
I had a feelings for a boy in highschool and I was SURE he also had feelings for me but we couldn't even dare to share each other our feelings. I regret not confessing him in the last month of highschool, the worst scenario would be him ignoring me and I would just don't go to school until the graduation. I think about him very often.
I have no one I miss or love or yearn for but the problem is that you fill the void of lvoe with the void of hate adn so i go here and read the inane prattle and just wish that the great whore death would spread her legs for the world over one last time. and any who think there be dignity in-between those legs know that death is a man, you faggots
yes anon, I miss the USSR. she wasn't the greatest country, but everything went downhill after she dissolved.
this feeling is the worst
there was a cute guy in college who wore glasses (my type of guys) and we would always glance at each other and look away quickly, he would also tap my bench specifically when taking a seat behind me in classes, change his social media pics and status to match mine
i think everyone knew we had a thing for each other but couldn't do anything about it
years later after graduation, i see a notification on my linkedin that he looked through my profile
now he's married to someone else...
no
whenever i've been involved with a woman it has also been the worst time of my life
No, I don't miss her. I want new "her"
In my case he was like a big brother to me. I used to get bullied a lot for being calm and quiet, he would take me out and take a walk with me in breaks together and help me mentally. At some point they started to accuse us for "dating" but he didn't even care about it and kept protecting with me and spending time with me, it was the first time I started to have feelings for him. Until then, I thought he was only spending time with me because he felt sorry for me, but when I realized that he continued to protect me even though he had come to the point of sacrificing his own image in school, I realized that there was more than just friendship between us. I would always go near him in breaks and he would never get bored of me. The second breaking point was during lunch break, when there were only two of us in the class, we were sitting across from each other and chatting as usual, then suddenly there was silence and we started looking into each other's eyes, then we started to get closer to each other, but just as our lips were about to touch, I suddenly pulled myself back for some unknown reason and left the class abruptly. After not talking at all that day, we continued our "friendship" as if nothing had happened the next day and 2 months later we graduated from high school. I fucking loved him but we both weren't ready for that, or just me. I don't fucking know.
Have you tried not being gay?
aww looks like he really liked you
do you still maintain contact or is he married?
Get over it
I don't know man I just made it up.
Yes, but I shouldn't.
No, time heals all wounds.
Well time is taking it's sweet time doing it's job.
maybe. I don't even know that I want it to heal
It's always so hard isn't it?
Not anymore its been like 8 years, idgaf anymore.
Based. All i wish upon faggots is suffering
Well it shouldn't be, she was a dick. Just an absolute terrible person.
Mine was a angel. Full of traumas however
Many such cases anon
You missed out on having a good bro for the rest of your life because you were homosexual
There is no “her” not that I’m gay it’s just never happened
Yes
I did, but she's fat now.
I really dodged a bullet, glad she dumped me now.
A bloody benchod tapper
quit being a faggot, anon-kun
Just an absolute terrible person.
Why do you miss her then?
i don't know who you're talking about
The love of your life
Your crush
The girls you liked
Yeah, I miss your highschool crush
Good question.
Yes
But she will be back soon. She is at work and is a very hard worker :)
Did she cheated on you?
yes there is one i miss but she got herpes so it's futile
We were going to be married and she left me. Now she will go and party around in Vienna. I’m close to killing myself but I won’t because I love my mother and father too much.
Not a big deal
Yeah... i miss the good memories I have about her being good for me and try to forget everything else she did that really fucked me up. Spent 5 years of my teenagehood into early adulthood with her. I remember how some days I felt it like it was magical and outwordly. Waking up next to her with her smiling looking at me.
Sometimes I gotta push all these romanticized memories away and really bring back what happened in reality and how bad the relationship was.
She ended up cheating... so yeah great way to get a kick of tenager love
I also like to think about her in as a "ghost" I know the idolized version i had of her never existed and its just a memory and I try to think about the real her of today as someone I never even met.
But it's crazy... later then had 2 other girlfriends after I broke up in this 5 year span and none compared to the love i felt to her.
I really think I can't love a girl anymore. She broke something in me
Are you me?
yes
herpes isn't a big deal in brazil?
it isn't a big deal anywhere, some estimates say around 80% of sexually active population might have it.
I have met more people that have it than not
Yes.
WHY CANT I FEEL ANYTHING FOR
ANYONE OTHER THAN YOOOU
yea, just a little haha
Yes my heart is still shattered
I have never been in love with anyone
Nah, maybe sometimes a bit.
You're lucky
I do, and she’s with another man right now and I’m faced with the cold reality that even if it’s true love, women will always gravitate to any simp that will provide for them.
met soulmate
ten years my senior with tons of baggage and 4 kids
at this point she’s a grandma since her oldest just got married
we hit it off in every way
she’s my best friend
intellectually challenged me
has the same energy and goals as me
our conversations would last for hours
the sex was amazing and mind blowing
truly just the right woman for me
I just didn’t want to commit. She had 2 of her kids living with her and the other one actually posted on r9k and Anon Babble, straight up 21 year old incel. I just couldn’t do it and she knew that. I wanted her to get her life and her family together because I didn’t want to be a step father, plus she was married before and cohabited with the other baby daddy for ten years. Me in the other hand? I was set to get married to a cutie as young as her oldest. She found out about us and didn’t even care because she knew all along I loved the other woman instead. Either way, I was in school, changing careers, in my late 30s with no direction. Then we find out that my then gf had health issues and I just couldn’t abandoned her. She knew this, she also knew I loved her fully and still, she met a man that’d provide for her and left. I fucking hate her for it but I hate myself more for not being honest with myself, her and my then girlfriend. Now she’s living with him and my then girlfriend now ex is recovering from her health issues but told me flat out she didn’t care because she realized she was gay. So, do I miss her? Yes I do. Do I love her? Yes I do love her, deeply and fully but I love myself more and I refused to be beta bux provider for her unstable ass family. I’m just not ready, and I know she also loves me but she has it too good with this beta cuck guy that pays for her shit and her kids shit. Know your worth kings.
I don't know, the sad thing is she probably was seeing other people. No more questions.
Heartbreak sucks but it'll pass eventually
4 kids is harsh
I know man, it was 10, 14, 21 and 23. I’m 36, just can’t do it. I’m not mentally there to handle that, even though I loved her entirely I just couldn’t.
Do you also miss "her" in your country?
"her"
no, but I used to miss her (real, biological waman)
I miss the idea and concept of her even though the feelings are gone. It was the best I ever know and it still feels unreplaceable
I do, and she’s with another man
literally saw my ex with another dude couple days ago
crushed my soul
every aspect of this post strikes home in a way that is genuinely scary
in every meaning of the words, me too bro
Damn leaf bro. That’s exactly what it is, the conceptualization of the person and the idea and longing of what it could’ve been but it never will be.