Do you gave dysphoric feelings that are getting stronger and stronger to the point of contemplating ordering...

do you gave dysphoric feelings that are getting stronger and stronger to the point of contemplating ordering estrogen in your country?

*have

No?

Anon Babble - International

the t in Anon Babble stands for trans

good
i said "in your country"

just take it already, if you have dysphoria that thing wont go away, im a lot happier after starting hrt last year

I keep seeing you post Asa...
Do you actually have some semblance to her irl? (brown eyes black hair)

Haven't dealt with it, but I'd honestly seek some counseling/mental health help if you haven't. Not sure what the situation with that in Serbia is, but it's probably the best option.

he doesnt know

if you have dysphoria that thing wont go away

well said even if freudian slip
i started taking hrt close to two years ago and its frankly just depressing
you cant revert the worst parts of male puberty and hrt barely takes you very far into female puberty, i just feel like a freak which is what i am
dysphoria has only ever gotten worse and honestly i preferred repressing, taking hrt and knowing its not enough is a pure concentrated blackpill
t. rooned at 20, now 22
if youre old enough to post itt youre already masculinized

kek imagine how this faggot gets bullied by all the macacas irl

I always wonder what it is that causes dysphoria.
What kind of disconnect is there between one's own self image and themselves?
Are there ways to prevent it rather than cure it by changing one own's body?

i dont leave my house except for work
the hr ladies treat me very well but obviously in the "that one gay friend" type of way
you set it to one view
common tranny l

set it to more than one view tranny

oops
unsee cc album#VmkbKA3Jl9Td

I repress while taking hrt too. I even have a boyfriend who is bisexual. Sometimes I even get called miss even though I boymode but not that often

no as i'm not a mentally ill faggot. a man can look boyish without cutting his penis off calling his manboobs breasts

Still doesn't work

I bet you are actually fembrained

copy the new link idiot

Yes I have body dysphoria
I was meant to have a bigger dick than I was assigned at birth.

ketamine, antipsychotics and lobotomies
basically anything that would cause you ego death
i dont think theres a way to genuinely separate the tranny part of you from the everything else, being a tranny has been consuming my life since i was like 10 and didnt know what it was
you know i used to be as hopeful and foolish as this too, youre angling yourself around and probably attracting fetishists but the reason they fall for it is precisely because of the male body
eyeballing it id say i probably even have better measurements at .65 whr and 1:1 hips to shoulders
even being "lucky" like that theres still just such a massive gap between tranners and real women that its depressing to even bother going outside
the ugliest woman will always mog me
the ugliest man will always mog me
it doesnt matter how much effort i put into it, being an inbetween will always make me disgusting
i have a bi gf, i get she/herd sometimes as well but it feels more like pity than anything else, im straight up manmoding because i feel completely embarrassed over myself, cant be bothered to put in even the slightest bit of effort because hrt hasnt done anything for me
it does work, and someone commented before me so its definitely not one view
dot between unsee and cc, slash between cc and album

I want to fuck you sex sex sex

You can cope all you want, but it goes back to my deleted post: some have more time, some have no time.
And btw, I am stealth and have been for years now, hon.

just feel like a freak which is what i am

You are not a freak and never was one.

Beauty and "passing" are not fixed solid states, they are malleable over time, especially with access to tools like voice training, electrolysis, FFS, or fashion and other stuff.

Troon thread good job moods

Its an international discussion between transgender individuals from multiple countries.

Just take it and never come to this website again

well i cant see your face and that obviously matters more so i dont doubt it
its just that generally people who hornypost immediately when they want to show off how they pass are in my experience 99% coping pre-hrt tranners who just want to be told they still have it in them to troon and pass
dont get me wrong i can definitely make people perceive my gender to be woman
but none of them will be fooled to think i was born one, and thats what continues to haunt my days to the point where i dont even see the point of putting in effort anymore

and honestly i think even if through some absolute miracle i started stealth passing id still want to kill myself because i want to be a biological woman and thats impossible, ill never be able to give birth, ill never have female genitals, i didnt grow up female, ill always have a male brain, i missed out on all the learning moments girls get in their life

I saw everything you wrote and I’m not gonna lie, it hit me hard, not because I think you’re wrong or broken, but because I know that kind of pain is real. Not "sad" not "dramatic", real. And I’m so sorry the world made you feel like you had to fight just to deserve basic dignity. That’s not your fault.

You’re not disgusting, even if your brain is screaming it. That voice isn’t the truth, it’s your dysphoria and other shit talking. The world spent years feeding you shame and calling it "normal". So of course it feels impossible now.

You don’t need to be perfect or passable or anything else to deserve love, safety, or being seen. You don’t have to earn being human or for someone to love you (you already have a loving gf tho). You already are. I don’t care how far gone you feel, you’re still here, and that matters more than any number, photo, or hormone result ever could

Post unsee

Let me give you a tip. Stop obsessing, you're severely brainwormed. Let HRT do its job. You also have to be realistic, not everybody will pass. You have to come to terms with it if that happens. If you started too late, yeah that's sad, but you have to stop coping, let it go, accept it, or you will always live in despair.

dont get me wrong i can definitely make people perceive my gender to be woman

but none of them will be fooled to think i was born one

Nonsense. You either pass or you don't. Why don't you post yourself?

have you thought about just being gay?
just close your eyes while you are getting fucked and imagine you're a woman

i get this advice a lot but i cant internalize it
for me its just an endless source of pain to have to go outside and interact with people all day with the knowledge that im a male to them, it really really hurts
i love the people who love me but even my relationships with them are endless anxiety, i feel like im a horrible monster in so many ways to my gf because she absolutely deserves a real partner not whatever i am, i cant give her children, im not stable, i feel incredibly unattractive, its depressing
with my parents and family its even worse, ive always loved them a ridiculous amount and now every time i speak with them i just feel a sinking feeling in my heart where im waiting for some bomb to drop where they go "are you a tranny? we cant speak anymore"
its a voice in my head that never stops and if anything just keeps growing louder, screaming at me over all the things im not and all that i should have done and didnt
i just had lefort 3 a couple weeks ago and my head is a big ol ball still so i feel even more disgusted to look at my face than i usually do
picrel is me pre-surgery if it helps you visualize what i look like
(idgaf about posting my face because if bad things happen in my life im ready to kill myself over them)
i dont think i can come to terms with it
its the only thing i feel i need out of life, i hate my life otherwise, its the only thing ive ever wanted since i was a kid and circumstances led me to never getting it
i feel like a monster to myself, every single day i beat myself up for every single day i wasnt on hrt, i feel like i ruined my past and future, like i threw my entire life in the garbage and present me cant do anything else but pick up the pieces when 90% of them already fell down to the depths of the earth
you can totally pass without looking biologically female
people can tell what youre going for and just act nice, sometimes people just silhouette you out as female in their head

yes
I bought estrogen but I don't take it because I have a loving family

I hope one day the dysphoria will just go away
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chat is this real? im getting the urge ro recreate the Anon Babble iberian sexo classic

you can totally pass without looking biologically female, people can tell what youre going for and just act nice

No, that's not passing. That's called pity passing, and it's pathetic, in my opinion. Passing is looking just like a cis woman. End of story. And don't go projecting your insecurities in others, not only it is rude, but onlt deepens hole mysery hole. I'm sorry you can't pass, but don't try to bring others into your hole.

i dont think i can come to terms with it

Then you will keep suffering. If I were you, I'd practice asceticism untill you address these issues.

that's not how dysphoria works
you can be extremely dysphoric and have 0 sexual urges towards anyone or anything

you can be a great man or a great father and still be dysphoric
it's mentally draining but some people are able to act under stress and repress their feelings

Actually, let me do a correction. Passing is looking, sounding, behaving like a cis woman. (Not just looking)

Yes it's me! What's the Anon Babble iberian sexo classic?

drill a hole in your brain and see if it fixes it

You are in absolute total collapse.

You are not a burden to everyone who loves you, you aren't a failure for not transitioning earlier, you aren't a fraud in your relationship and most important of all: YOU ARE NOT AN UNFIXABLE MISTAKE

I know this isn’t just about gender anymore. It’s about how the world made you feel like your entire self was a problem to solve, a mistake to erase. That’s not your fault. You were just a kid trying to make sense of a body and world that didn’t fit. You didn’t ruin anything. You were just surviving and you’re still surviving. And I want you to know, I don’t see a monster. I see someone who’s exhausted from carrying a weight they were never meant to bear alone

People don’t see you the way you want. But that doesn’t mean you don’t deserve to be seen. You were never meant to be perfect. You were meant to be real. And even if some people can’t understand you and I do. I see the pain behind the effort. I see how hard you’ve fought to live with a mind that won’t stop screaming. I see how much you care about love, about honesty, about just wanting to be without being punished. That’s not a monster. That’s someone who’s deeply human and deeply tired. And that’s okay.

Why are you white I was expecting a qt brown girl

If we ever invent the technology to actually change people's gender, I swear half of all men will instantly mash the "become woman" button. Why do so many people want to be a smaller, weaker, more annoying version of themselves?

I dont have the pics unfortunatly. Some portuguese and spanish twinks met in a hotel room and fucked and timestamped it. They also filmed it and posted it even though that went under the radar.
Someone is bound to have the picture, maybe they'll post it.
Also, sexo?

I hope one day the dysphoria will just go away

It never goes away. Time is ticking

go away

i feel it's more broad than that, "passing" as a discrete event can happen to literally anyone whenever, people aren't always really processing your face in full and sometimes your sillhouete is enough to just push over the pointer from maybe male to maybe female
happens a ton with metalheads who have long hair, even when theyre talking to some facing them
and im sorry if it seems like im trying to project, i know there are tranners who can make it it just feels incredibly hopeless to even bother trying if youre past puberty
it frankly ruined my life, i cant go back to still being a naive "maybe hrt can fix me" teen anymore, i just have to deal with the fact that nothing can fix my life and thats far worse than any repression

inb4 just stop

if i could get a mind wipe to forget everything about hrt being a thing and somehow i was able to miss that knowledge for the rest of my life i would absolutely take it no questions asked
the soul trying to escape from behind the mask isnt me anymore
whatever spark was inside me that made me human, i feel like thats gone, im entirely the shell i built to protect myself now, thats what hurts the most
if i went back in time to talk with child me theyd never believe i could become who i am now, i never wanted to be like this but theres only so much torture you can take before you just give in, right?
thats why i say, its like trying to pick up the pieces when most of them are already gone, i cant be who i wanted to be, but i also cant be anything else, im just the broken shell now
itaglian genes

Meme ai detector

Lol

Go away

LMAO NO

i feel it's more broad than that, "passing" as a discrete event can happen to literally anyone whenever, people aren't always really processing your face in full and sometimes your sillhouete is enough to just push over the pointer from maybe male to maybe female

That's not passing. You pass when you can have a conversation with someone and they don't clock you. You stealth pass when you can have sex or present your naked body and they don't clock you.

and im sorry if it seems like im trying to project

Projecting is subconcious. Once you are aware of it you can stop it.

it frankly ruined my life, i cant go back to still being a naive "maybe hrt can fix me" teen anymore, i just have to deal with the fact that nothing can fix my life and thats far worse than any repression

Practice asceticism for a while. Don't use the internet except for the bare minimun, don't socialice. Introspect.

never get sexo from the Anon Babble tgirls unless i post my body...sigh...
death upon transbians

Nope, I already have boobs doe.

I transitioned fairly young, you really should if you have gender dysphoria.

I'm straight, not transbian. I like men!!

you know what an uncle tom is? that's you but like, for trans people.

aurelian_pp

i'll send you some pics so you can make up your mind

Having preferences ia not discriminatory. I just don't like women. I like men.

cool but that isn't what I said.

I don't know what you mean then.

im ngmi but yall other transgirls are gonna make it ^^

What platform is that username for? Discord?

yeah

do not start obsessing over physical appearence, stop watching online femboys and shit like that because it will only make you feel worse, you need to start coming to terms into accepting how you look like

You developed gender dysphoria because your father wasn't present in your life. This doesn't only happen to children raised by single mothers, parents can become effectively absent by working long-distance jobs. Regardless, you only had your mother to look towards when observing and trying to mimic adult behavior, so you developed female sensibilities and modes of thinking. It's no coincidence that the West went through a wave of divorces at first and now we have a wave of transgender self-identification two decades later. Your psyche is functionally incompatible with your biology and you're going to suffer because of it. And no, there is no cure. You can't just go back and unlearn your current thought patterns to learn new ones and you can't really change your biology to fit, either.

epic headcanon by someone who has no actual research and who has no education or experience in any field that would even be slightly related to this

Then go ahead, debunk it if you have all of the necessary qualifications.

Why do these trannies always use Asa?

the sun is going to explode in ten seconds, the homeless person on heroin says

I don't think that will happen, says a bystander

well debunk it then!! says the insane homeless man

im literally her

I think you're just butthurt.

Ye, even had a dream half a week a go where I had huge knockers.

Diy hrt tab's still open, but for now I just avoid the sun and eat 1300kcal to minimize hormone production.

But I also think being a 100% passoid, that barely gets any attention is much less fun than being a feminine, model-like young male.

I still dress like a huge fag and will get laser soon, but growing tits and asking people to call me she 24/7 seems like a downgrade.

I'd start hrt in a heartbeat for someone I love, but for now simply staying androgynous and skinny is my top priority, something like picrel.

this isnt you

I dunno, I'll probably get there eventually but the feelings ain't strong enough yet. I just wish this shit starter earlier in my life instead of fucking 30.

i want a hot twink bf

I need a tranner gf in my country

Just B.E Yourself

i have both parents and we are all together. incel rhetoric out of random against mothers, people like you only make me hate myself being a man more