Being a self aware blackanon is hell on earth
Aware that your race is a plauge
self improooovement is pointless as most of your race is beyond saving
Can't trust other blacks, not even my own family
Don't fit in with wignats either as they dislike you regardless
This is a genuine nightmare and I cry myself to sleep every night, praying to be reborn white or east asian
Like it's actually fucking insane, it feels like the only "racially aware" blacks are schizo ethnocentrists that believe in batshit things like Yakub
I've taken the racial blackpill and i'm going insane