Im probably one of the very few people on the entire planet who suffers from opposite seasonal affective disorder i.e i get distressed and upset and unwell when the sun doesnt set during the summer months and all of finland lies in the light zone during summer months.
Im already upset about the next summer.
Looks comfy. You don't suffer.
Unfortunately I love the northern nature and only other place where everything stays the same but sun actually sufficiently sets during summer is Canada
But due to being low functioning as a result of all the trauma in my life I literally have been barred from moving there, rigged against me from the start.
And I'm pretty sure at this point I have brain damage from childhood that still affects me
I can't do anything here
This is probably a debugging run.
Very weird thread
you sure love yapping about yourself
As if I have any other choice in my current situation.
I wrote a script to download every post tagged "otoko_no_ko" on gelbooru and danbooru. I also downloaded every post tagged with "cat_ears" on gelbooru.
Blot out your windows with curtains. Turn your home into a cave.
you will never make it Canada
I like smoking weed outside when its night out. I like going for walks when its dusk.
All of it locked away from me during summer for months.
GIVE ME MY (you)
The voices inside my head are assuring me I do. They're kind to me and nice.
I feel too weak to get up and eat right now
Maybe if I could order food I might eat.
But in Kuhmo Finland that is not possible.
Id like to feel comfy and stuff and smoke weed and run a new booru download batch, last time was in september
I would like to do edibles but they are impossible for me to get and I can't make them myself because it smells
Something has changed
Im going to talk and be with straight men i like being with and i will not tell them i have a penis and i will never call myself trans or associate myself with that label and especially not the culture
As a matter of fact
I hate transgenderism
Le sol eternales du norden est le en traveste
Move to Vladivostok or Northern China
Iykyk (i do)
Come out already!
Required Documents for a Z Work Visa in China
A valid passport and/or scanned copy of passport information page
Medical examination report from an authorized hospital
Recent passport-sized photograph
Reference letter
Background check report authenticated by Chinese embassy or consulate
Bachelor’s degree or higher diploma authenticated by Chinese embassy or consulate
For teaching positions only — TEFL/TESOL certificate authenticated by Chinese embassy or consulate
Holy shit. This is easy. You can just get an industrial engineering degree from a shitty diploma mill in Israel/Brazil, then work for 2 degrees at a literal paper mill just doing quality assurance work, and finally apply for a job in fuckin China so you can live in the forests of Manchuria.
LET'S GOOOOOOO CHINABROS. MANCHU BVLLWIVES HERE WE GO
STRAP-ON LOVERS LITERALLY CAN'T STOP WINNING.
(in fact, you could also do this to get a Canadian work visa, but why would you wanna go to China 2.0 when you can go to the real China?)
I thought Canada was India 2.0
I wanna get molested by my swimming teacher
Toronto is New New Delhi but Vancouver is New Shanghai.
I will get canada paszpoert on 24 decembr
Probably befoew
Legal hentai
Now would be a good time to take shrooms if i had em
Loli is illegal in most Canadian provinces, with the exceptions of Ontario, Quebec, and British Columbia, where it is partly legal even though it's illegal to import lolicon h-manga.
Man I wish itd be dark.24/7 in canada
I only care about relatable crossdressing shota stfu
Cuz its me FAGGOT
exceptions of Ontario, Quebec, and British Columbia,
Wtf? I didnt know
I literally fucking won oh my gosh
Shotacon pornography has the same legal status as lolicon pornography in Canada. I hope you don't plan on moving to Newfoundland or Alberta.
Ff14 is a joke from a gameplay perspective
Newfoundland
Oh they do that irl for real there
Degrees of lewdity actually takes place in st johns
Are you saying that because Newfoundland was historically a Roman Catholic ethnic Irish-majority domain?
illegal to import shotacon h-manga.
Im gonna need a notwithstanding here buddy
if only you knew how bad things really are
Idk but it happened
So, im gonna fill my ssds that i got 2 of em
Ay le
So
Im gonnahave hentai on them
Idk whatall im.ginna bring bjt at leasy tvkse 2
Ide masturbate but i like relating to characyers and stuff
I cant relate to people tho theyre all soulless
I dont wanna get up from bed but i wanna eat and drink too tired to even turn on tv and put on my contact(s) but yeah im 90% blind in my right eye
I can see this in the news:
Finnish transwoman gets Canadian refugee passport; gets SSD with 10TB of drawn depictions of Japanese child pornography seized upon arrival at YYZ, is deported for possession of child exploitation material
Hahahahahahhahah but no rly everyone knows im looked after even tho that is hilarious i might let thay fake news slip see what ppl have to say thooooo thatd be too grim and also exaggerated write it how it rly is even the biggesy moral poser would be lkke "ummm i dont think thats right"
Also i wont pass through toronto.
Ill go thru goose bay cuz i hecking love it
idk I just find Commonwealth countries pretty iffy. I'd trust countries like Russia more when it comes to lolicon porn.
Nu uh
None of that goyim toronto airport brampton garbage
For me? A real
You know
Normies are evil and cruel everywhere but esp. NA (THO NA ALSO has the best people as well) but fortunately due to my stuff i will be shielded from the evil normies
Why Goose Bay? The only airports I know of in Newfoundland and Labrador that have intercontinental flights are Gander and St John's.
Square enix bought me a private plane
Oh wait, Goose Bay is in Newfoundland and Labrador, which is in one of the provinces where lolicon and shotacon are illegal. You should seriously reconsider the airport where you'll be arriving.
I dont think its a concern
I actually really like my room
Well, first of all Second of all, any international flights must pass through customs upon landing. Even if an airport happens to have a customs section for historical reasons, it cannot let international flights land if there are no customs officers to perform customs duties.
*plugs ears and shakes head*
nu uh
I'm sorry, but you'll have to arrive at an international airport with customs officers who may have to inspect your baggage and personal possessions for security reasons.
Yes, that includes whatever is in your socks too.
Nah
It's happened to me every single time I've everywhere, from Croatia to America. It'll happen to you too, so that means you won't be allowed to illegally import jars of mämmi or reindeer meat. No person is above the law when it comes to customs duties.
Ummmmmm
Im le K
You WILL pay taxes to His Majesty King Charles II, King of Canada's government.
You WILL follow the all the federal laws of Canada, as well as those of the province in which you choose to reside.
You WILL NOT attempt to import goods of an illegal or dubious nature.
You WILL NOT attempt to do any actions which may cause harm or diminish the wellbeing of fellow Canadian citizens and residents of Canada.
You WILL NOT engage the purchase or sale of drugs, firearms, written and visual material or chemicals forbidden by Canadian law.
You WILL do the needful.
You WILL NOT redeem the card.
Zomg i love stardew valley xD
Ummm i guess its time i slowly start to put on contacts and turn on the tv (pc) and look at flightradar xD
But im so tired
Wish i got weed smoking some rn would feel so nice ^_^
The snows been melting and somehow it feels cozier to smoke on dark ground even tho idk i like snow too it was fun smoking on snow in 2016
Dark..... wet ground................. rainy wet mood............ tho no weed idk maybe theres weeed in the mailbox rn but probably not it cant be that fast and im tired and letters dont get delivered on tuesdays tho still ive seen the mail car drive past on tuesdays as well idk but its annoying walking all that distance and the mailbox is empty
tough luck, huh
imagine it not being dark at night
I got to shadowbringers in late april 2023 after warning my friend of me actually feeling like theyre losing it that summer
Finland wants to withdraw from Ottawa agreement.
Enjoy your children walking on useless landmines then.
I'm out.
Goodbye.
Come on and get me the fuck out of here.
I want to walk in forests that aren't turned into ugly war monstrosities.
Im watching
Finland is turning fast into a very fucking ugly country
COME ON
For a moment I felt good.
But now I hate again.
I dont like browsing this ugly garbage
GET ME THE FUCK OUT
Is no one listening
If you are
What are you waiting for
stop pretending to be a woman
I dont want to wait anymore
This time I mean everything I say
Trying to constantly trigger my brain damaged emotional response
Dont you think youre pathetic
I mean it now.
I know you've been working on getting me out for a long time.
So at the very least finally talk to me about it
I know you're getting me out of here
So talk to me at last
You're gonna talk to me
Because you dont want to torture me
And this is torture
You're not gonna ignore me anymore
you are AFAB (assigned finnish at birth).
I hate you.
If this is what Finnish people truly are like.
I hope you all get wiped out.
Not once has a Finnish flag truly been kind and understanding to me. Maybe one was, but he spoke english.
You're filth to me.
I denounce being Finnish.
I have never felt true kindness.
Never have I felt true compassion.
Never have I felt even an attempt at understanding.
Katerina Maria Heikkinen
Puolukkatie 7
88900 Kuhmo
+358 40 670 8903
This was a nice thread. I really felt actually good for a while.
Shame it had to end this way.
So whats really the holdup?
Are finnish authorities genuinely blocking it and making it difficult?
Are they actually determined on blocking me being extracted?
Whats going on here?
What is actually going on here?
I know you're all watching. I know you're there.
You're all cowards for not even saying anything
What did you do to me.
Time to talk.
Time to talk.
I know there's a lot of shady stuff here.
If you don't talk now.
I will consider you an enemy when you inevitably do come forward.
Just as I sent out last post I got this notification.
I don't feel like opening it.
Oh who am I kidding.
It's literally just this.
It's so obvious at this point the government should be issuing you a state-mandated bf that would hug you each time you feel a little schizo and then GAPE the shit out of you motherfuckin' bussy until all the crazy is out. i'm willing to volunteer myself for the task btw
lääkkeet
I hope you will never talk to me back.
I don't speak Finnish. I speak Kainuu, which is really Kaennuu
Yeah
I'm not Finnish.
I'm Kaenuunian. And I'll be Canadian.
you're a habitual liar
A jew tells you you're a habitual liar
This isnt mathematical logic class
I have pretty good grounds for not quite being fond of Finland.
The cold humiliation rituals I was put through because of issues with my sex development for one. That alone is a pretty big breach.
bruh you're a literal troon, your whole existence is a constant act of lying
Not really
pretending you're a woman or not finnish or going to live in canada despite having no money or skills etc. is anything but telling the truth and you know it
Yap yap yappity yap
nice self-impersonation
Huhue
no longer bumping his own thread
lol i mind broke you, see you tomorrow faggot
Taz'dingo
Based Israel wrecking that tranny
I still love you
Doesnt this feel a little prearranged eh
Thats cuz it is
Yup
Thats a sign alright
AND YOU KNOW THAT THIS MOMENT IN TIME IS SURREAL
I went to the site btw LOL
LOOK AT THAT NAME XDDDDD
I hereby inform you I will not be in Finland against my will!
Btw I looove weed I loooove cannabis I love all things weed.
I also like shrooms as well rarely!!!
OMG.WTFWTFWTFWTFWRFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF
ITS HAPPENING?!??!?!?!
REALLY?!!
OMGGMOMGKGKG
WTF!
Cant get clearer than that
doesn't it get boring to do this?
All my friends are gone.
I have no foundation.
I have nothing but this.
I simply detest the identity I was given.
Now listening to alexander the great by iron maiden
Why wouldnt I listen to the voices inside my head belonging to my friends who are long gone when they're the only ones who tell me good things and stuff
Why wouldnt i go fully on board with the "delusion" in my mind?
Why wouldnt I believe in all of it finally being over and I finally have friends and people who care and a life where I truly am myself and can finally do all the things I've longed to do?
Why wouldn't I take on wings and leave it all behind
When I know how it all is back here
Knowing how I lost everything due to being a finnshit and a man
Why wouldnt it all change
Why wouldnt they go behind my back to make it all change
I know theyre coming back
I know its all going to change and be rewritten to the way I want it.
I love Canada and being Canadian. I love being me.
I don't love Finland and I don't like being Finnish. I don't love not being me.
Yup
Im getting a canadian passport as a christmas present but knowing that, id rather get it now
I dont want people to look at me
Literally the only issue about this canada thing thats been making me iffy is the copious amounts of trap hentai i have but this thread relieved me of that stress as well
You have raised a lot of money for me
When I was Le K i felt like myself last time i felt that was when i you know
Now i just feel like a hollow shell again like how ive felt the whole time
Meh
Cant believe how good i felt
It just isnt right that my only way of reaching out is on a public forum like this lurked by all sorts of predators and abusers and stalkers.
But you and especially I know I never had any other option.
I never had a chance at emigrating to Canada through the "proper channels"
Stop fucking pretending I ever did.
Closest thing I had to experiencing love was with that guy. You know who I'm talking about.
And I knew from the start it was doomed from the start. With the way things were.
Say goodbye on a night like this motherfucker.
Overwatch fucking sucks now.
I mean yeah it sucked back then too but not like this.
Bocchi the Rock really fucking broke me
Ugh just spoof this with something good already i know you can do it
I hate looking at flightradar
I know that if I had it done before today I wouldn't have made this thread and so on but I can't not have it done just because ......
I've had a lot of good moments since this thing started but idk
I know my friends are there
The fucking horror of having my thread soft shadowbanned and only the argentinian flag is there responding like the fucking incel he is
Why cant I go back to feeling like I did before the finland shitland thing triggered me again
Im miserable
I feel awful
I feel hollow
I feel empty
Im gonna call the CBSA
Idk what I'll say
I just wanna call em thats all
Maybe I'll just hang up
But its probably just gonna be one of those soulless answering machines anyway.
And hey, if I'm REALLY about to pull off something, I'm sure I'll get someone quickly messaging me on discord again, someone I haven't interacted with in ages lol.
Alright, I'm calling
Yup, answering machine
Think I also heard a wiretapping click
But thats good right?
I know this site is very manipulated and curated
You probably set it so that only mods and jannies can see this thread and people with IPs in a specific range
Don't wanna get into the other stuff
Pretty tired of the same jew and arg flag and the same generic demoralizing fin flag
Tho the canada flag did drop me a pretty powerful hint which I already knew of
I just wanna know
Do people really think I deserve to feel this sad hollow emptiness
Nice silence
Im sure everyone hates me and would love to see me suffer
You know how deprived of life I am here
But now you're also depriving me of interaction
What kind of demons are you
Come on
Just look at Kuhmo on the map how it's located.
You all know and you're cheering it on.
I was never loved or given a true chance. You knew I would fail.
I'm being solitary confined
I don't know why I even bother to respond, but anons tried to help you a gorillion times and you rejected it all just so you can wallow in self-pity.
An outright lie.
Die you gaslighting fuck.
Why can't finns do anything but gaslight?
Felt mean to say but thats just how it feels
Feels like I'm not being understood on purpose. A punishment.
Or maybe everyone just realized what a big ass mistake it all was
It's hard to reconcile this kind of bitterness and loss and denial of identity.